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[Aug. 25th, 2003|11:03 pm] |
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I haven't written in a while. Family problems. We might be moving to Michigan. I don't know. It's all so confusing. bai. ._x |
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[Apr. 15th, 2003|09:44 pm] |
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often i find myself crying as i sing... i knew what i was feeling: an overflow of emotion. it irritated me so to think that i could not express my full and true emotions through just singing alone... i think it still does, but it came to me just a few minutes ago as i was staring at this large, cold monitor that... the tears are just the other part of emotion i could not convey with my voice, but they were so strong they had to come out somehow. tears have such a powerful effect on others, and sometimes one's self. much greater than my voice... why aren't the roles switched? they do for me, but only after a little while. the tears take over, and my voice becomes less appealing what with all the sobs poking themselves into the lyrics. oh, the ironies never cease when you live as human. |
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[Apr. 13th, 2003|12:57 am] |
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Things must just be destined to go wrong for me. I try and try but nothing ever goes right. |
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[Apr. 12th, 2003|01:53 pm] |
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If you despise me so much Maria why do you read this thing and then critsize me for it later? |
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[Apr. 11th, 2003|10:28 pm] |
"I would like to visit you for a while
springtime in the city..."
Michael hasn't talked to me in months...our fight still hasn't blown over. You really don't realize how much you miss a person until they're gone and out of your life. I wish I hadn't said the things I had to him, we'll never be the same again.
"are you still the same
has your opinion changed?
cause i don't know you anymore
i don't recognize this place
the picture frames have changed
and so has your name.
we don't talk much anymore
we keep running from these sentences
but what i wouldn't give to see your face again.
i know i let you down, again and again
i know i never really treated you right
i've payed the price, i'm still paying for it every day"
I hate that I'm crying. |
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[Apr. 9th, 2003|10:18 pm] |
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Megan called me an inspiration today... that made me feel so great. She said I cheer her up all the time and that people always looks happier around me. ^_^ You have no idea how much better than made my day. |
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[Apr. 2nd, 2003|10:22 pm] |
This is true because I only really feel free when I'm writing.
You are a freeform writer. Individualistic with a
sense for the different and challenging, Walt
Whitman and his poetry lacking meter and rhyme
is just what the doctor ordered. You're quick
to write something that the rest of the world
doesn't accept as poetry, quick to separate
yourself from the average joe. An author with a
true sense of self, you have confidence in your
abilities and aren't afraid to show it. :) GO
YOU!
What's YOUR Writing Style?
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[Mar. 20th, 2003|10:24 pm] |
"Desperate for changing
Starving for truth
Closer to where I started chasing after you
I'm falling even more in love with you
Letting go of all I've held onto
I'm standing here until you make me move
I'm hanging by a moment here with you
Forgetting all I'm lacking
Completely Incomplete
I'll take your invitation
You take all of me
Chorus:
I'm falling even more in love with you
Letting go of all I've held onto
I'm standing here until you make me move
I'm hanging by a moment here with you
I'm living for the only thing i know
I'm running and not quite sure where to go
I don't know what I'm diving into
I'm hanging by a moment here with you
There is nothing else to lose
There is nothing else to find
There is nothing in the world
That could change my mind
There is nothing else
Desperate for changing
Starving for truth
Closer to where I started chasing after you"
That songs is resounding in my mind, it makes me cry. |
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[Mar. 9th, 2003|10:12 pm] |
Spirited away was such a good movie....I could just watch that over and over again. Mary Beth was right about it.
Thing's are slowly getting better for me. I'm grateful for the friends who support me, you mean everything to me and I love all of you. I'm sorry I don't update much but I have a lot on my mind. |
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[Feb. 17th, 2003|10:07 pm] |
some quizzes...
A woman trapped in a girl's body (or a girl trapped in a woman's mind?), you are bursting with inspiration, dreams and abilities! You hold the simple belief that nothing can stand in your way, giving you the courage to move forward and pursue your desires. However, because your view of the world is so simple, you often overlook life's necessary little details. Don't get too swept away by your dreams that you forget to look at what's right in front of you.
Which Love Hina Girl Are You?
You are Mango & Peach Shower Gel or [ Error: Irreparable invalid markup ('<a [...] soak</a>') in entry. Owner must fix manually. Raw contents below.] some quizzes... <P><IMG SRC="http://www.datazap.net/free/masenko/quiz/lovehina/lovehina_kaollasuu.gif" BORDER=0 WIDTH=300 HEIGHT=211 ALT="Which Love Hina Girl Are You?"><BR>A woman trapped in a girl's body (or a girl trapped in a woman's mind?), you are bursting with inspiration, dreams and abilities! You hold the simple belief that nothing can stand in your way, giving you the courage to move forward and pursue your desires. However, because your view of the world is so simple, you often overlook life's necessary little details. Don't get too swept away by your dreams that you forget to look at what's right in front of you.<BR><A HREF="http://powersugoi.net/quiz/lovehina.html" TARGET="_top">Which Love Hina Girl Are You?</A></P> <P>You are <A HREF="http://store.yahoo.net/thebodyshop-au/37231.html">Mango & Peach Shower Gel</A> or <A HREF="http://store.yahoo.com/thebodyshop-au/65643.html"Peppermint Foot Soak</A><BR>Fresh and sexy, everyone has a secret desire for you to be around them. You seldom enjoy taking centre stage, but the party is never the same without you there. You are a supportive and exciting friend who guarantees laughter and good times.<BR><A HREF="http://powersugoi.net/quiz/bodyshop.php" TARGET="_top">What Body Shop Product Are You</A></P> <P><IMG SRC="http://www.datazap.net/free/masenko/quiz/evachild/evachild_rei.gif" BORDER=0 WIDTH=250 HEIGHT=175 ALT="Which Evangelion Child Are You?"><BR><A HREF="http://powersugoi.net/quiz/drink.html" TARGET="_top">Which Evangelion Child Are You?</A></P> |
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[Feb. 8th, 2003|09:55 pm] |
I wish I knew why I was so depressed all the time -.-
Nothing ever makes me happy anymore... that's even more saddening.
I never get invited to do anything or go anywhere...
I hate it. |
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[Feb. 4th, 2003|10:37 pm] |
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Michael hates me. He must... |
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[Feb. 1st, 2003|10:33 pm] |
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So much pain. So little I can do about it. |
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[Jan. 28th, 2003|10:34 pm] |
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Zi Ji (Myself)
You understand the need for people to respect each other and be true to themselves. Your strengths lie in your ability to see your own faults and that you are humble enough to improve yourself. Your honesty and goodness of heart draw only the sincerest friends to you. ADVICE: Being able to see your own faults can be a double-edged sword. Understand that there are people around you who love you, and don't let your bad points deter you from loving yourself.
Which toe are you? o_O~?
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[Dec. 11th, 2002|06:21 pm] |
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Yeeeah. Not so great day. |
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[Nov. 11th, 2002|11:30 pm] |
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Hey I got this journal because this nice girl gave me a code. ;D Thanks. I might make this journal to be friends only. If you want to be added, just add me and I'll add you back. |
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